Ears ringing teeth clicking ears ringing teeth clicking

My 22nd year is off to a good start.

I'll back up a little. My Mom came over for my birthday and we had dinner, talked, laughed,.. had a really good time. She also brought Miranda and I got to see how'd she react in my apartment. She was fine of course, it's definitely a good place to own a pet (if it was allowed) and she'd probably even be safe going outside and playing down by the river. But yeah, no, not gonna happen. I realize that I don't want the responsibility of having a pet here either because it's just one more thing to distract me.

Classes went well today. I've got an upcoming quiz in money and banking, which is luckily the class that I'm feeling the most confident in aside from still behind on the wall street journal articles. Tomorrow I plan to cut the articles that I need out and paste them somewhere for easy reference. Something about messing with a newspaper makes me frustrated.

I had managerial econ with Ghosh today and I guess we're not going to have lecture for a couple weeks so I'll have even more time to understand all of this reading material he's assigned-- excellent. I also realized today that I'm going about his classes wrong-- I need to print out his overheads that he explains in class so I can spend my time actually listening instead of trying to keep up with him with notes. It's impossible, he talks too fast and changes subjects frequently. Now that I understand this I'm actually looking forward to his next class (Thursday the 17th) to actually hear everything he's trying to tell us.

Fan 4ever. 

Terry of course sits by me in that class and I've noticed that he gets especially bored and likes to draw ugly pictures of weird muscle guys and write things to me on my textbook. Today he also started a tic-tac-toe game with me. I lost and he wrote "Rookie". I responded "I didn't waste time playing that stupid game growing up" and he's like "You missed out." I'm like "Bullshit. Pokemon is awesome." Ha ha ha.

Oh speaking of Pokemon! That X and Y game is coming out soon... Damn I didn't even play Black/White, can't believe they're coming out with a new gen already. I'm over here still playing SoulSilver because of my painstakingly slow method of playing this game (I take elite four training with exp. share to a new level... I'm pretty sure I've been through that shit 115 times) that I'm still partially convinced might be my last because of changes that will come in the next few years....

Anyway Pokemon X and Y graphics are sooo beautiful, in battle you can actually see the moves being cast. Charizard apparently now has a 4th evolution which I am indifferent about but hey.

I did an hour of successful meditation today after my economics class and afterward studied Managerial for a solid 30 minutes and practiced guitar for so I was happy about that. Usually I'm unable to get anything done between classes. I either sleep or waste time on the internet.

Some people (or just my friend Wiley, not sure yet) are driving up to Ellensburg tomorrow and we're going to hit the bars around here. Should be fun. Wiley brought it up to me out of the blue and I'm like Hell yea if you're willing to drive up here please do. I'm hoping he does bring some people along because I always enjoy a crowd but if it's just us that's fine too. Wiley's such a chill and enjoyable guy to talk to, Hell if he's the only one that comes I'd have no problem just bullshitting over some beer at the Tav. Sounds like a great time to me.

Guitar lesson went really well. Jake said I've improved significantly since I've started forcing myself to memorize music. He also send me this article:

http://www.wikihow.com/Use-the-Law-of-Attraction

Law of Attraction. He'd mentioned this before and I thought it was just supposed to be used for attracting the opposite sex but it's WAY more than that. It's so incredible and simple, I feel enlightened by reading it but cannot describe this further until I try to experiment with it tomorrow....

peace.

Listened to Purity ring on a couple of my bike rides today. Lol I don't know what it is about her music, it's just enjoyable yet creepy and alluring and weird at the same time-- kinda like me. : )

This situation with this crazy person has gone from entertaining to annoying.

Do you ever just wake up sometimes in the morning and feel like your brain is on low? That's how I feel. I just feel like not thinking of anything, and not really putting in the effort to do anything. I pretty much just wanna hang out with friends and enjoy myself. Last night I didn't have homework, so maybe I'm getting lazy.

I actually talked to Sean last night. Facebook is a lovely barrier breaker, isn't it? We're going to get some coffee today. Katelynn was over, and we had just gotten done talking about how I confronted Ashleigh about the messages she had been posting about me on her facebook. I then forwarded Sean what I posted on facebook, and he thought it was hilarious how self-contradictory she was.

Ashleigh is currently stalking my photo uploads on photobucket, as when this picture was posted she commented "I like this one".

This was posted quite awhile back, but this was one of about the five or six messages that she posted about me on her wall that I found pretty funny. She deleted me from her friends list, which needless to say I didn't care but I couldn't help but wonder if she had posted some status about the situation. I have an account for my cat (*waits for laughter to stop*). Silly, I know. But I made it to play Facebook apps. I went on this account to update my mall world, and saw that Ashleigh had posted about me, and the message above what what I found along with ones where she posted a picture of my Gaia account linking to her profile to see what I posted about the situation. Note that this is the SAME message that I posted to my facebook notes for everyone to see, which everyone approved of. Nobody ever comments any of her statuses, so I think I think it's funny that people from Ki-Be or anyone I know or care about gives a shit about what she's posting.

But I want to know what she meant by this. Is she going to seek revenge of some kind? Sort of makes me laugh, considering that her only friend is seems is Sarah who likes me and wouldn't hurt or go against anyone. And then.. Mary, who I think just humors her like I used to do.

I actually confronted Ashleigh about this message, but stupid people are very hard to get across too. The facebook statuses don't matter, though I think if she wants "Drama to stop", she should stop posting about me because it's going to make her look like an even bigger idiot. This is basically what happened.

Before Japanese class, I was sitting out in the hallway at a desk that Sarah usually sits at. I got there early, and had homework to do and decided to sit at the desk instead of the floor. Sarah showed up and sat next to me, then Leah and Michael. Then of course, here comes Ashleigh, who stood next to Sarah and said something completely assinine as always. I just ignored her, but then remembered the stupid facebook messages that I spotted the previous night.

Ashleigh got up to leave and I said...
Me: "Hey Ashleigh"

Ashleigh (grimacing): "What?"
Me: "Stop posting shit about me on your facebook"

Ashleigh: "I don't post anything about you!"

Me: "Yes you are, your statuses were on Miranda's updates last night"

Ashleigh: "Oh!! So you're stalking me now?!"

Me: "No, gross.." sort of laughing, "You've posted about me like six times though, what do you expect?"

Ashleigh: "Well you're just starting more drama again!! My family doesn't believe in what you're saying!!! Talk to the hand!!!"

The conversation pretty much ended there as she walked off and held her hand up or something.  Michael was like "Awkward...". It was awkward. I felt a little silly afterward for mentioning it, but when someone is posting garbage about me on their facebook I felt I had a right too. I'm sure she's posted more, but nobody I talk too is her friend on there (for obvious reasons) and so I can't look at them. It'd be one thing if it was someone who actually had friends that read her facebook statuses, and the only reason that one might read them is if they were interested in the situation based on the fact that it's hilarious how crazy she really is.

Michael made a great point though... "Emily, the troll would just love it if you punched her." I responded, "Pfft. No she wouldn't... it'd--" Then he said, "Yeah it'd hurt but then she'd have initiative to actually get you into trouble. She has nothing against you now but if you made physical contact she'd get the police involved." Needless to say, no I would never get in a fight with her physically. It'd be pointless. For one, I believe in a fair fight. I'm a lot taller and stronger than she is. Secondly, she's so lame and pathetic that she would not be worth the trouble I'd get into for it. The last person I wanted to get into a fight with was Nikki Kearns, because she actually had something on me. She was competition in tennis, and had the coaches support. She was a problem because of that. Ashleigh has nothing ON me, so it wouldn't be worth causing any damage.

I might make a seperate blog to post the saga of craziness, so you guys can read the messages back and forth and get the whole story. I've got it on my computer, and I'd rather not lose it just in case Ashleigh goes completely insane and people want to know what the story is. I would like to know what the threat meant though, "I will make this person aware not to mess with me again..." And the fact that she mentioned my mom is also laughable because my mom completely told her off in a message, essentially telling her that she thinks Ashleigh is as crazy and wrong as everyone else does. This has nothing to do with her stupid beliefs, blog entries or her now self-admitted Jew-hating sister anymore. And also, is she planning on doing something to Ashley and Jenee? I think they need to see this post.

No, this is about the crazy troll who is everywhere every time I, or any of my friends turn around. She has NO reason to be outside the Japanese classroom every day, absolutely none, besides maybe to hang out with Sarah. And she has no reason to be posting bullshit about me on her facebook. Because the situation is long over, and yet she continues to drag it on because of her overwhelming hatrid and jealousy of me, and the fact that she has no life.

I'm excited for later tonight, and also tomorrow because rad con is starting. I hope I can go this weekend without spending too much money. Hurray for presidents day though, 4 day weekend!

yours,

Emily